Apr 21, 2009
Wanted: Driver
In this fast-paced world, it seems that my life is having a slow-mo. I am now sliding down from my high-peaked life. It seems that I have drained my expectations for the future. With no hopes nor dreams, my life afloat. Options are not at stake, dreams are vanishing in thin air, and what is worse, my vision of tomorrow is blank. There’s no way I can say that I am in control or others are taking responsibility. I long for a driver. I am not capable of making decisions of my own. For every successful move I make, I don’t see myself; what I see is the face of those person who made those decisions for me. I can go on my own but I need some push, a remainder that there is someone else who is relying on me. I had always led my life for the benefit of others but now that I am no longer needed, I had become idle. I am born to serve and a life on my own is not what I want. So, please, my Captain out there, take charge on my life until I am ready; before I duck out of history and go unnoticed. I am missing the tensions, the social life, and most of all, the everyday changing world. I know that I am worth more than my past life, that my future will be much more different if I figure out my starting mark. Lead me Lord.
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