First of all, I am not skillful with grammars nor possess a creative mind, no great ideas spur in my thoughts. I don't usually participate in a debate because I am a "no comment" person or "let me just watch you" type. I have a hard time voicing out what's inside me when there are a lot of people around me. Maybe I fear that others may judge my thoughts, judge my personality based on what I said though, I can take criticisms and corrections. Or maybe I was afraid to show the whole ME to a lot of people. I can't take the moment when I am speaking in front of people, eyes on me, listening to what I am saying, no room for errors, feels like I am being executed. That's why I am satisfying myself into writing. In this way, I can't see their faces, I can't guess what they are thinking and I can't receive direct confrontations.
I hope someday, I will get better in my writing styles, got to have continuous trail of thoughts, and be able to write in lots of pages. I want to be one of those people who just sit down, put their hands on the keyboard and after some hours, printing a 20-page article. Please, let me be one.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009 4:30:56 AM
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